In janis’s room and she is getting ready to go see Year One. I have been dying to see it because I love Micheal Cera <333. So Today I woke up and I was disappointed that It’s On with Alexa Chung was not on so I was stuck watching 16 and pregnant. My dad picked me up and took me to Janis’s house. I had to call the hospital because my grandmother is there. I have been worried lately because I hardly ever get to see her and it would be real shitty if I didn’t come to see her before she had died. My dad said he would take me on Sunday. Me and Janis have been listening to 50’s rock. I love 50’s rock. Then we started to watch my favorite scene from the movie based on Richie Valens. Not really an exciting day to say the least but it was better than sitting around the house. I was talking to Devvy last night on Aim and she help me feel better when I was feeling sad. I have realized That I the emptiness in myself is just a pigment of my imagination. No one is leaving me. even though I have realized this last night I feel better than ever now. I don’t need a boyfriend to fill my emptiness, I do need to start practicing what I preech because when someone tells me that they NEED a Boyfriend I tell them you don’t need one to make you happy. No I was the one who felt that way and someone had to tell me the same thing. I love how the universe works. I am happy right now being what I want to be.